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2008-07-12T12:20:00.002+08:00

haiz..

jus book out todae n tinkin of gg back tml jiu sianz le..

haiz..

to U..

u r the person dat i really wan to see n tok to when i book out...
but yet..
u kip asking me not to come find u...
i also duno wad to sae liao...

everydae in camp,
i'm tinkin of u....
missin u...
hopin dat u r fine..
n b happy everydae...

i dun care abt other gals...
EXCEPT U...
U R E GAL DAT I REALLY LOVE...

perhaps in ur heart....
i'm jus bascially nth at all bahz...
even if i die le u also wont care much...

sometyms... i do wish i could jus drop dead while running...
lyk tis i can dun nid face all this le...

i've been trying to avoid talkin abt this when i chat wif u as i noe u dun lyk it at all...

perhaps u will nvr ever understand my love for u bahx..

but trust me....
when i sae i love u..
n watever promise dat i made to u...
i meant it seriously n i will do it de...

haiz...

hw i wish u could jus give me one chance?????

2008-07-05T11:57:00.002+08:00

hmmmm... i'm here to tag after so long le..

so far my NS life is gd...
n also quite enjoyable..

hmmmm..

i thot when i enter NS le...
i could really forget U n give up on U...
i was wrong...

throughout e past 3 wks in camp..
the only person i kip tinking is, U...

n the 1st person dat i really wan to see when i book out was u..
wishful tinkin on my part bahx...
dat will nvr happen..

gal... i'm still here waitin for u....
my love for U will nvr change at all...

haiz..

dunno wad to say le...
moodless...

if only u could give me jus one chance...

2008-05-25T13:43:00.002+08:00

hi everyone...

this will b my last post on this blog le...

hmmm... i'll b gg in NS on e 12th june le....movin on to another chapter on my life le bahx...

anyway...

a big thks to all whu make my last dae at wrk a very very memorable one....
really appreciate it...

To U..

e day when i enter NS...
my only regret in life was being unable to wif u as a couple despite all my efforts...
becos no matter wad i do,we're jus frens n only b frens n nth else le...
i admit it do hurts when u sae we will only be frens n nth else le..
haiz..

perhaps tis is our fate bahx..

anyway... i've done all i can le..
plannin a birthdae celebration for u in ntuc on my last day at wrk n hoping dat could cheer u up after wat dat haf happen...

n i'm glad my efforts din come to a waste...

2 yrs frm nw,when i finish NS...

no matter where u r,i'll still search high n low till e dae i found u n i'll nt give up until i've finally found u de..

do rmb this....

no matter hw hard i tried to give up on u etc..
i still failed in the end...
becos U'RE SIMPLY IRREPLACEABLE IN MY HEART OK??????
no one can ever replace u in my heart...

as long as i'm still ard in tis world... i'll not let anything bad happen to u de....
i dun care if u treat me bad n scold me or wad,i wont leave u alone de...

no matter wad happens in future... u can b sure i'll b always supportin u...
u noe urself hw i will treat u de n i dun nid say it out lyk all guys did..
u noe hw important u r in my heart..

i really really hope u can give me a chance....

dat is all i can sae le..

good bye...

2008-05-24T23:28:00.002+08:00

haiz..

dunno wat else to sae le..
esp when U say this....."rmb this. we r jus frens n onli frens."...

haiz...

thks for givin me such gd memories on my last dae of wrk n lettin me accompany u home....
it will forever b kept in my heart...

haiz..

feelin very moodless nw......

haiz...

2008-05-08T21:44:00.001+08:00

hmmm... when i'm not in gd mood...
it's best to leave me alone..

becos even a small matter can make me flare up....

=)

2008-05-08T17:12:00.000+08:00

haiz...

things haf nt been gd for me lately..

moodless...

2008-05-01T13:17:00.001+08:00

haiz...

things haf nt been gd for me at all..
esp after wad happen at wrk ytd..

perhaps e tym haf come for me to leave le bahx...

haiz...

will b gg in NS on e 12th of june...

haiz...

2008-04-26T15:33:00.000+08:00

haiz...

life's not been gd for me tis few daes...
dunno wad else to sae le..

sianz...

where's e fire within me gone to???

haiz...

2008-04-23T06:06:00.002+08:00

hmmmmm............

todae is finally e dae where i've been wrking at e ntuc for 3 yrs liao le.....

really cant believe myself dat i've actually come so far....

frm seeing e old ntuc fairprice gg thru renovation n convert to becum fairprice Xtra...
as well as e gatherings, dinners we haf... it's a great pleasure to b part of it.....
haha..

though it was nt easy wrking for so long wif all e problems n difficulties dat i faced,
i'm glad i've managed to handle it n overcome it wid e help of all those aunties,my seniors as well as my various supervisor whu haf been givin me knowledge n being there for me when i'm feelin dwn etc...

thks a lot for everything....

n it's a great esp wrking there bahx.. esp for me physically...
haha..

i've grown frm strength to strength wif each passing dae....
which is gd to me...

n i've learned a lot of things throughout my 3 yrs wrkin there..
some of which i'll rmb it for life de...

to HJ...

since e dae we known each other...
i've nvr regret lovin u despite all ur rejections.....
i admit i was stubborn in e past,
but
after seeing u nw so happy wif ur bf...
all i can sae is,i've finally give up on u le..

hopefully he's e one for u bahx...
i wish u all e best together wif him bahx..

all those memories dat we had at wrk etc, will b forever kept in my heart...
tis was one friendship which was not easy to maintain bahx...
esp with all those unhappy moments n all those quarrels dat we haf...
i'm sure u'll agree to tis bahx....

n thks a lot for givin me chance after chance to be frens wif me,
i'll treasure tis frenship forever de......

so now u've graduated liao le...
i wish u all e best for ur future bahx... =)

hmmmm.... dat's all for nw le bahx..... =)

2008-04-17T23:21:00.001+08:00

haiz...

nth much to post abt...

needin to find my fighting spirit back as well as gettin my confidence back...

after all dat haf happen...

i'm beginning to lose fate in myself...

haiz...

moodless.... =(

2008-04-09T06:14:00.000+08:00

haiz...

heart is still aching....
it's all fated bahx..

haiz...

2008-04-07T22:41:00.003+08:00

haiz...

feelin tired as daes passes...
e nvr give up spirit in me is starting to fade le...

haiz....

it doesn't feel gd bowing dwn to fate...

but wad can i do???...

nth...

haiz...

=(

2008-04-06T23:22:00.001+08:00

haiz...

perhaps is fate bahx..

i'm bowing dwn to fate...

haiz..

hw i wish things could change between us..

haiz..

a bleedin heart....

haiz... =(

2008-03-28T06:35:00.001+08:00

haiz.... worrying abt u...
wishin u will get well soon..

moodless.....
=(

2008-03-26T18:39:00.002+08:00

here for a short update..
at hme nw but gg back to e place again tonight...

ytd went for e staff gatherin at aranda country club...
n everything dat could went wrong ytd went wrong...

is this really fate???..

haiz...

moodless now..

no one can understand hw hurt i'm feelin nw...

tiredness....

haiz.. =(

2008-03-19T00:37:00.001+08:00

yeah...

results r out....

n against all odds...

i've pass n graduate liao le....

here r my results:

EG3183	SEMESTRAL PROJECT 5 - ME	CM	B	5
EG3244	SEMICONDUCTOR TECHNOLOGY	CM	C	5
EG3245	WAFER FABRICATION PROCESSES	CM	D+	5
EG3273	COMMUNICATION & NETWORKING	PE	C	5
EG3276	VACUUM TECHNOLOGY & RF PLASMA	PE	D	5
EG3286	PROFESSIONAL & INTERPERSONAL COM SKILL	CM	B	3

...

haha..

i've done it!!!!!!!!!!....

yeah....

awaitin NS nw....

2008-03-18T16:50:00.002+08:00

hmmm....

here to update le..

went wrk frm 7am-3pm todae...

wrk was fcukin dulan...

had a big quarrel wif one aunty todae n scold her some vulgarities...
n go complain to my supervisor as well as one of e division manager....

den they take turns come tok to me..
but i dun care....

since e dae i've decided to come back wrk.. i've promised myself to b a bad person at wrk..
i noe i can control my temper but tis tym... i chose not to control it...

sianz...

7 more hrs to my results coming out le....
feelin stress nw...

haiz...

my heart is still bleeding....

moodless...

2008-03-16T17:44:00.003+08:00

hmmmm....

back home frm bball wif jack...

in e end.. din chose to go out wif zavier...

mood was nt gd after seeing some sms reply while chattin wif someone.....
n almost quarrel wif someone over e same matter again le...

haiz...

if u r readin tis nw...
all i jus wan to say it...

i still haven given up on u...
when i thot i've done it...

maybe i'm running away frm reality bahx...
after all these yrs n all e things i've done for u...
i'm jus a gd fren of u...
n nth much le..

e 0nly thing dat i can do is jus chat wif u online or thru sms bahx....
r all gd frens lyk dat???...

guess we r e only ones in tis world bahx...

i'm really really tired of u saying,"dun waste ur tym on me le bahz,treat me as ur gd fren jiu can le,go spend ur tym on other gals etc"...

i noe love cant be forced....
but...

after all dat i've done to u throughout tis few yrs....
arent u a little bit touched?????

haiz..

dunno wat else to say le bahx...

feelin super moodless nw...

wishin dat i'm dead nw....

can anyone grant me tis wish??

2008-03-16T10:59:00.001+08:00

hmmm...

here to blog liao le... todae is finally my off dae liao le..
will be meetin jack for bball later at my hse here den after dat will be meetin zavier tonight for movie or pool bahx..

haha...

hopefully todae will b a gd dae for me..

nth much to blog le bahx...

hope dat someone is feelin fine now.....

2008-03-12T09:22:00.002+08:00

hmmmm...

here to blog liao le...

been busy wrkin for e past few days..
n finally...

today if my off dae...

yeah..

can rest liao le..

will b gg to pt soon to meet zavier n andy to discuss e plans for our outing later....
still dunno which movie to watch..
haha..

nw is lookin forward to wrk on fri where i'll b the one in charge of my department..
haha..

n heard dat there's a new promoter coming tis fri or sat bahx..
haha..

hopefully she doesnt show any attitude to any of e aunty or to my junior..
if not,she'll face my wrath...

n yes... i'm tryin to b a bad person at wrk....

haha..

whoever dare cross my path shall pay...
i do things my way, my style...
not happy jus FCUK OFF...

haha...

dat's all for nw le bahx...

dunno wat else to sae le....

2008-03-06T16:01:00.002+08:00

hmmm....

here to blog liao le..

been wrkin morning shift for past few days but luckily wrk was slack..
haha..

anyway..

on tues after wrk meet zavier to watch 9.25pm fools gold at vivo de gv...

but decided to meet earlier at serangoon bus interchange at 5pm..
den walk ard e area den trained dwn to doby to go plae pool @ paradiz..

n congrats to him winning four consecutive match against me..
haha...

den after dat trained dwn to vivo to haf dinner at my fav restaurant which is kim gary..

haha..

so after watchin e movie jiu went home le..

reach hme ard 12.30am..

n ytd meet shiou at compass at 4pm den bused dwn to amk to walk ard n slack..
n chit chat..

den in e end went bishan to buy something den jiu go hme liao le..

haha...

been gg out for e past few days..

den todae end wrk at 2pm....
wrk was alrite bahx...

will b gg off to meet shiou for bball soon le..
haha...

dat's all for nw le bahx...

tc everyone...

my mind is in a mess now...

haiz....

2008-03-03T21:47:00.000+08:00

haiz...

i'm confused...

dunno wat else to sae le bahx..

loss for words to describe hw i'm feelin nw....

=(

2008-02-27T22:21:00.002+08:00

hmmmm.....

here to update le..

on sundae..
end wrk at 5pm..
shiou come find me den we buy some things jiu go jack hse for steamboat le...

haha...

den gt andy n one of his fren dat i noe(duno his name) come...

overall..... it was fun n enjoyable...
for e 1st tym during my hols i've enjoyed tis much..

haha...

on mon,

went meet shiou n watch jumper at amk hub de cathay,waste of tym,e movie not so gd as expected..

nvm..

on tues,
wrk frm 7am-3pm..

den went amk hub again wif andy toh watch L changed the world..
it was quite a nice movie bahx..

haha..

next up will most prob go watch meet the spartans,10000BC n ironman..

haha..

anyway..

todae wrk frm 7am-3pm..
wrk was fcukin slack.. nth much to do...kip walkin ard lyk nobody business..

haha..

n thks for all e wrk aunties whu kip askin me abt my leg pain as well as whether i'm feelin better liao le ma...

i've almost recover fully liao le....
haha...

sianz..

tml wrkin again...

bored.....

nth much to sae le...

tinking of U every moment...
29 Jan... e dae i fall in love wif u.... =)

2008-02-23T23:00:00.002+08:00

hmmm..

nth much to update todae..
went wrk frm 7am-5pm..

though left ankle still feelin pain wif every step dat i take..
as well as feelin sick..

tml morning nid go wrk..

haiz..

hopefully i can tahan till 5pm..

nw is jus wait for tml after wrk gt jack hse for steamboat...
n it's sure be very fun....
haha..

gg off to slp le..

i will prove myself to wad i said on 29 Jan to someone...

2008-02-22T21:06:00.002+08:00

hmmmm...

here to blog liao le...

feelin sickly since ytd..

forced myself to went wrk frm 7am-2pm today...

luckily wrk was ok....
tml wrkin again...

sianz..

feelin sick is not a gd thing for me..
haiz...

hopefully can tahan again tml bahx...

nth much to say le bahx...

to all those spammers out there...

spam for all u wan bahx..
better dun let me find out whu r u...
u're jus some pathetic fella...
n e reason y i reply u is jus to provide some entertainment for U...

get it???

2008-02-20T11:34:00.001+08:00

hmmmm.....

tis song is e best of all by Liang Jin Ru...
n it's also touching...

2008-02-20T10:49:00.002+08:00

hmmmm.....

here to blog awhile liao le..

will b wrking frm 2-10pm todae...
hopefully can slack at wrk later bahx...

haha...

ytd nite went compass meet shiou n i finally bought my sandals liao le...
haha...

tml meetin jack n his frens for dinner buffet at dunno which hotel near city hall..
gg to burn a big hole in my pocket liao le..

hopefully it's worth it bahx..

n either fri or sat gg to watch movie wif shiou n sun gg to jac hse for steamboat dinner after wrk..... haha...

i'm lovin it....

hmmmm.....

trying to get my life back on track nw is wad dat matters to me nw le..
but most importantly...

i nid to get myself back up to start running again....
been slacking way too much n gaining weight in e process...

hopefully i can do it bahx....

=)

2008-02-17T23:49:00.002+08:00

hmmmm...

here to blog liao le...

anyway...
went wrk frm 7am-2pm todae...

wrk was ultra slack...

haha..

i'm lovin it..

kip on di-siaoing one aunty
haha..

anyway after wrk went meet shiou den go kovan den ard 6plus meet andy at ps to watch CJ7..
it's damn nice..

haha..

after dat eat dinner den ard 9.30pm trained hme frm doby..

haha..

tml n tues off frm wrk..
can rest liao le...

yeah...

dat's all for nw le bahx...

2008-02-16T22:30:00.003+08:00

oh FCUK....

mus i force myself to be a bad person n walk out of e shadow of my good self????

wth...

things arent going e way when i'm being nice to pple...

wth...

i'm burning wif anger nw.....

i hate it when things aren't gg my way.....

2008-02-15T11:07:00.002+08:00

haiz..

finally exams r over liao le..

today's paper was a killer...
wth..

watever e case,wad's done is done, cant do much liao le...

nw is jus prayin will pass all bahx....
n graduate bahx..

wadever e case, i've tried my best liao le..

no more regrets liao le..

fate is jus too cruel on me le bahx...
b4 my final exams give me tis kind of matters...
affectin my mood badly..
haiz..

so nw is hols liao le..
dun haf any plans yet...

most probably is wrk bahx..

nth much le..

dat's all for nw le bahx..

2008-02-12T20:43:00.000+08:00

haiz....

did badly for e paper todae for vacuum tech n RF plasma..
most probably will fail tis module n retain for next sem le bahx..
unless a great big miracle happen bahx..

no longer haf such high hopes liao le bahx..

my mood is still not back yet..
havin another impt paper tml liao le...
but lack e fire to study bahx....

tym is running out for me liao le bahx..
not much tym left for me...

hopefully i can get my fire back soon bahx..

haiz...

y is fate so cruel to me???

haiz.

2008-02-11T15:21:00.000+08:00

perhaps...

i shld only b gd to those pple whu deserve it...

perhaps....

i shld learn to be more ruthless towards some pple liao le bahx...

perhaps.....

it's time i show e real me.....

tml startin exams liao le...

till nw,i'm still lacking e mood to revise for it....
tym is running out for me le..

haiz...

dunno wat else to say le....

2008-02-11T10:10:00.000+08:00

haiz...

still feelin moodless nw..

tml havin exams liao le..
but no mood to study...

if only my prediction for tis yr is not so accurate...
hw i wish things could at least go well a bit for me tis yr...

haiz...

fate is playin a cruel joke on me...

2008-02-10T14:08:00.003+08:00

no one will ever understand hw i'm feelin nw...

haiz...

2008-02-10T14:08:00.001+08:00

no one will ever understand hw i'm feelin nw...

haiz...

2008-02-10T11:50:00.000+08:00

haiz......

fate is always playing a cruel joke on me....
jus before my do or die final exams next tues....
u tell me dat u've lyk dat guy when all along u've been denying it...????

haf u ever spared a thoughts abt my feelings ma???

hw the hell am i gg to revise for my exams wif a heavy heart???

i hate failures....

all i noe is,if i do really failed my final exams...
it'll b e end of e road for me....

i noe a lot of pple cant wait to c me die...
so pple out there... jus wish dat i'll fail my exams bahx...

i'm tired of all this liao le....
i no longer haf a strength to pull myself back up again liao le..

i'm tired...

haiz....

this yr will b another fcuking yr for me le bahz...

so wad if i've great self-belief????
so wad if my mental strength is gd???

becos after all...

i still failed.....

2008-02-09T11:20:00.000+08:00

hmmm....

here to blog liao le..

tnh much to sae jus dat rotting at home...
anyway..
went wrk ytd n collected quite a lot of angbaos frm wrk aunties...
thks pple...

haha..

nth much to sae liao le bahx..

jus dat exams r startin next tues...
it's either a do or die...

will i be able to revise for it..

i dun tink so bahx...
lack of confidence in myself...

haiz...

i'll do things my way, my style...
though i'm happy n proud wif wad i've done during CNY at wrk..

i've chose to come back n i've made a big difference...

dat's all for nw le bahx..
tc.. =)

2008-02-06T03:33:00.000+08:00

hmmm...

here to blog liao le..
back frm wrk ard 2.20am...
will not b slping todae as i'll be wrking soon...
startin wrk at 6am later....n wrk till 5pm..
hope i can take it..

lol..

anyway..
wrk was alrite todae bahx..

though when started wrk quarrelled wif e drinks de promoter n shoutin etc..
but in e end,
make peace wif him....

cant believe myself dat i'll do dat...
it's a miracle...

overall...
wrk was fcukin tired for e past few days..

gonna chiong for e 2nd last tym later liao le...

i admit my mood haf been fcuking bad over e past few days n all those aunties n supervisors haf tok to me abt it asking me to cool dwn etc...

but.. all i can sae is,
i'm sry...
let me b e role of a bad person for something gd to succeed...
becos it's worth it.....
i dun mind doing all those things so dat e plan will go smoothly....
one other reason y i'm back to wrk is to make sure things wont go haywire during tis period...

anyway...
exams r startin next tues liao le..
but nvm...
hopefully i can really revise for it...
lol..

hmmmm... jus read finish someone's blog...
seein dat someone feelin so xin fu n happy nw,
i admit i'm happy for u...
hope u've finally found ur true love...
all e best to u...

perhaps i've really give up on u liao le bahx...
n

someone is beginning to enter my heart liao le....

29th of jan..
dat's e dae i'm fallin for someone else n it's also e dae where my love for u is gone forever...

2008-02-04T11:11:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.....

here to blog a while b4 gg for wrk soon...

for e past 2 daes,wrk frm 7am-2am..
damn tiring sia...
1st tym wrk for so long...

1st dae wrk still can take it..
but after wrk end at ard 2am for e 1st dae,din really slp den jiu go wrk liao le...
at the end, ytd was fcukin blur n dizzy throughout,but i'm glad i still can take it....

n thks to all aunties n supervisors whu showed care n concern for me n asking me to rest if possible....

anyway...

after a gd slp last nite or rather sae early tis morning,i'm feelin much refreshed nw liao le..
haha..

jus 2 more daes left after today le...
will b giving my very best at wrk for tis few daes....

hope i can control my fiery temper at wrk for tis few days....
else all hell will break lose lyk wad happen on sat morning....

dat's all for nw le bahx...

when i'm tired or moody,i dun give a fcukin damn to anything else...
n yes... it's tym i plae e role of e bad person at wrk liao le...

=)

2008-02-01T23:08:00.000+08:00

lazy to blog ma today..

jus went for e NS medical check-up n back hme ard 12pm..

din chose to go wrk after dat..

was feelin very tired n dizzy...

stay at hme rest..

nth much le..

tml gg wrk from 7am-2am..
hope i can take it..

TO DAT FCUKER WHU IS USING MY NAME N SPAMMING OTHER PPLE BLOG...
GT GUTS ADMIT WHU U R..
DUN BE SUCH A WIMP... OK???

2008-01-30T23:37:00.000+08:00

when i'm tired or stress...
it's best to leave me alone....
any small matter can make me blow my top...

dat's all i've gt to say.......

2008-01-30T23:19:00.000+08:00

hmmmmm......

I SHALL BE SAYIN THIS FOR E ONE LAST TYM...

TO ALL THOSE FCUKING SPAMMERS...
SAY WAT U WAN ABT ME...
SAY DAT I'M A FLIRT OR WATEVER SHIT...
COS I DUN CARE...
BECOS AT THE END OF E DAY...
ALL I'LL SAY IS, I CAN STILL LIFT MY HEAD HIGH UP...
I DO THINGS MY WAY,MY STYLE....
THIS IS MY BLOG N I CAN SAE WADEVER THINGS I LYK...

TRUST ME...
U'LL HAF UR OWN RETRIBUTIONS SOON....
DUN BELIEVE ME???..
NT MY PROBLEM....

SO SAY WADEVER U WAN ABT ME BAHX...

2008-01-28T11:58:00.000+08:00

here to blog le bahx..

jus reach home abt 1 hr ago after taking e lab test..
was alrite bahx..

later gg back sch to take e common test for e same module again...

tiredness...

maybe when i'm tired will i get emo bahx...
anyway...
haf a gd rest last nite but still nt enuff...
but mood is getting better liao bahx....

dunno wad else to sae le bahx...

i'll learn to let go of u... =)

2008-01-27T23:00:00.001+08:00

haiz...

still feelin moodless nw..

haiz...

dun haf e mood to study for e test tml...

my mind is in a mess nw..
nt a gd timin at all...

2008-01-27T15:10:00.000+08:00

haiz....

wrk frm 7am-2pm today...

whole dae moodless...
tml havin e lab n common test for e communications and netwrking liao le,,,
but i lack e mood to study nw...

if given a choice between life n death nw..
i'll definitely chose death....
i'm very tired of all tis liao le....
nw i really regret gg back to wrk liao le if i noe this kind of things will happen again...

haiz....

hw i really wish U can give me jus one chance???
hw i really wish U wont shut e door on me???
hw i really wish U'll understand everything dat i do is all becos of u???
hw i really wish we can be together???

haiz..

just half a yr more n i'll b waitin for U for 2 yrs liao le...
wo shi zhen de ai ni...
ni zhi dao ma???

beyond: zhen de ai ni

F4:wo shi zhen de hen ai ni

dat's all for nw le bahx...
moodless.... :'(

2008-01-27T06:37:00.000+08:00

i will still wait for u no matter how long it is de...
i swear.....
if u wan shut e door on me...
den better wish dat i'll b dead soon...
without u...
my life is meaningless.... =(

2008-01-25T08:11:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.... din blog ytd nite...

so shall blog nw bahx..

ytd went sch frm 8am-10am... after dat went amk hub with ken to walk ard.... den haf breakfast cum lunch...

haha...

den jiu leave ard 11.10 am lyk dat to go wrk at 12pm...
haha..

reach wrkplace den wan stand at e orange counter with e promoter aunty den after a while jennifer jiu call me n ask me go dwn to help her wif e delivery n one of e uncles delivering fruits drove me there...

haha..

it was fun sittin in e back of a lorry....
den after helping her all these liao le..
went back pt to collect another customer order den jiu drove down to ubi there...
haha..

den at the end, reach back pt at ard 3pm...

anyway... overall wrk was slack ytd...
haha...
shall enjoy while it last....

haha...

gg to sch later frm 10am-4pm later... n rushin dwn to wrk later...
tiredness....

dat's all for nw le bahx... tc everyone...

2008-01-23T21:32:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.....

here to blog liao le...
went sch frm 9am-ard 12.30pm...

reach home den jiu went pt de ntuc n help mother carry e things she bought..
haha...

after dat haf lunch den jiu rot liao le.....

up till nw...
still cant find e mood to study..
sianz..

common test r coming next wk followed by e final exams...
stress....

wrk n studies r making me stress....
hopefully i'll haf e strength to carry on bahx...

tiredness....

2008-01-21T22:55:00.000+08:00

here to blog liao le...

went sch frm 10am-11.30am today..
cos end early...
went pt after dat to shop for some ingredients to cook for lunch later..

went for ard 20mins lyk dat jiu go hme le..
reach hme, prepared e ingredients,cook n eat le...

den spend e rest of e day rottin at home...

dat's all forr today liao le bahx..
lazy to post long....

i'm still waitin for u... ni zhi dao ma???

2008-01-19T21:36:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.....

here to blog liao le...
wrk frm 7am-5pm today...

for e 1st tym for e past few wrking days....
my mood was gd.....

n it's been a long tym since i last haf tis kind of mood liao le..

haha...

nth much abt today liao le..
jus spend my tym rotting...

it's a new yr liao le..
n i thot i could give up on u....
n yet i cant...
haf u ever tink abt y i'm still waitin for u ma????

2008-01-18T23:48:00.000+08:00

haiz...

wrk frm 3-10pm today...

overall... wrk was alrite bahx..
except for some matters...
which makes me dulan..

dun wish to tok abt it..

feelin ultra stress nw wif wrk n studies...
haiz...

2008-01-17T13:45:00.000+08:00

lazy to blog...

sch ended at ard 12pm..
feelin very fcuk up nowadays..

was actually gg to wrk later at 2pm de..
but jus nw in sch shiou called me so decided to went out wif him...

n nt go to wrk today..
tiredness..
moodless...

if only e supervisors n fatty could listen to my comments abt e orange counter...
n all i can say nw is...
it'll b a total failure tis yr.... even if i'm ard to help out...
haiz...

2008-01-16T23:42:00.000+08:00

tired n lazy to blog....

wrk is so fcuk up nowadays...

only someone will noe y...

haiz....

moodless....

2008-01-15T22:08:00.000+08:00

hmmmm...

so in love wif e above 3 songs nw....
haha...

anyway..

skipped sch today...
n stay at hme rest...

tiredness....

n moodless to go sch today...

anyway... thks jack for givin me it....
haha...

dat's all for today liao bahx...

laziness+ tiredness+moodless...

2008-01-15T00:00:00.000+08:00

hmmmm....

here to update liao le...

went wrk today frm 6-9am todae den rush dwn to sch after dat...
end sch at ard 2.40pm today but i skip e 4-6pm de lecture...
dun feel lyk gg...

sianz....

nw tink of wrk jiu sianz liao le....
stress...

loss for words nw...
haiz...

it's best to leave me alone if i'm tired.... =)

gd nite pple...

2008-01-13T23:44:00.000+08:00

haiz...
lazy to blog much today..

feelin very fcuk-up today at wrk..
sianz...

dunno wat else to say le....

dat's all for now le bahx...

will update more tml when my mood gets better....

i'm missin u badly...

2008-01-12T23:10:00.000+08:00

back frm wrk ard 10.05pm lyk dat...
ran all e way home frm wrkplace....

jus one wrk describe me now...

tiredness.....

wrk frm 7am-10pm today...
sianz....
n today i admit i exploded while at wrk...
wadever e division manager for my department makes abt e orange counter really irritates me to e max...
make me very dulan..
den in e end.. haf a small quarrel wif him over some matters...
as if i'll care abt his rank...
i'm not afraid of anything lorx...

come make my life difficult if u dare....
n i'll accept ur challenge...

n i'm e 1st person to tok back to him when no one else dare in e whole branch...
haha...

anyway...
wrk was very fcuk up today becos of dat as well as some other matters..
wth...
anyway...since i've chose to come back..
i'll face those challenges n i'll nt give up at all cost...

anyway...

hurt my right shoulder while wrkin today...
n there's pain everytym i move my right arm etc..

jus applied some medicated oil onto it....
haiz..
hope can recover by tml morning bah..
even if it doesnt....
i'm prepared to take tis risk..
n i wont give up......

dat's all for today liao bahx...

i kip lyin to myself dat i've forget u since it's a new yr liao le.....
haiz.... i'm still waitin n waitin for u.... =(

2008-01-11T22:56:00.000+08:00

hmmm....

here to blog liao le...

today went sch frm 10am-2pm..
skip e 2-4pm de lecture..
dun feel lyk going..

den went wrk from 3-10pm..
anyway...

today get back my other result n i pass it...
yeah...
though it's a jus pass only...
but better den nth...

exams r coming soon liao le...
feelin very stress nw....
as well as stress abt wrk as well...

haiz...

wrking morning tml...
sianz....

since i've chose to come back to wrk..
i'll handle wadever things dat is throw at me....
n i'll survive till e end...

hopefully i can maintain my calmness bahx....

i thot when e new yr haf come,
i can really forget u...
but...
afterall.. i still cant...
wishin for e impossible..
haiz...

2008-01-09T12:20:00.000+08:00

back frm sch ard 11.30am....

counting dwn to wrk in abt 1 n 1/2 hrs tyms..

guess today wrk shld b quite slack bahz...
haha...

e exam timetable is out liao le...
will b havin exams on e 12th,13th n 15th of feb...
luckily still gt a wk to enjoy cny...
better den nth...

common test startin frm e wk after next liao le...
plenty of lab reports not done yet...
wif some overdue....

stress + tiredness....

gg off for my lunch before gg to wrk later....
will update tonight if i'm free bahx....

2008-01-08T15:39:00.000+08:00

hmmm...
sch end early todaY...
e last lesson is cancelled...
yeah...
haha...

anyway.. i gt back one of e results n i pass it..
nw still waitin for e other results.....

though it's jus a pass..
it's better den nth...
haha...

later gg to yck mrt to meet jack for maybe movie+dinner+shop...
haha...

gonna go buy those things i've been wanting if possible later...
haha...

dat's all for nw le bahx..

exam timetable coming out tml liao le...
feelin very stress nw......
haiz....

tryin to maintain my calmness nw..... =)

2008-01-08T08:22:00.000+08:00

here to blog for a short while b4 gg sch....

feelin sickly nw n tiredness...
sianz..

sch starting at 10am today n will end ard 5pm today..
hope e last lesson will end early today...

wrkin day tml.... but e main aim is to help set up e orange counter...
haha...

it'll b e 3rd straight yr i'm doing dat...
yeah....

will b busy wif studies n wrk frm next wk onwards liao le n hopefully i'm able to last e distance bah.....

tis mth is one mth where any wrong decision dat i made abt studies or wrk will cause my dwnfall..... hopefully i can successfully achieve wad i wan bahx.....

dat's all for nw le bahz..
will b updatin tonight if possible..... =)

2008-01-07T21:13:00.000+08:00

hmmmm...

here to blog liao le...

went pt de Xtra 3 tyms today..
sianz..

1st tym before sch starts to give ah tan some CDs...
2nd tym went to find jennifer but she busy.... den jiu go hme....
3rd tym went to meet xiong-ge for dinner den chat abt some stuffs after which wait a while for jennifer to b free den tok to her abt my cny schedule..

sianz....

common tests n lab test startin 2 wks frm nw n exams startin on e 11th of feb...
any wrong decision i made for my studies n wrk will surely cause my downfall...
haiz...

feelin super stress nw.... abt gettin gd results for my studies n wrk....
haiz....

tml gettin back e results liao le..
hope can pass bahx..
praying.....

moodless+tiredness....

haiz...

2008-01-07T08:20:00.000+08:00

gd morning everyone...

still feelin tired nw...
sch startin at 10am today...
n i tink today i wont skip sch n study till 6pm bahx...

dunno wad else to say le...

gg to pt soon to pass ah tan some CDs before gg to sch frm there....

dat's all for nw le bahz... tc everyone...

i believe in fate... =)

2008-01-06T22:13:00.000+08:00

hmmm...

wrk from 7am-5pm today...
tiredness...
sianz..

gettin tired easily nowadays for some unknown reasons...
nw i jus hoping dat tis yr will b a gd yr for me...

nw is wait for tues faster come den can noe my other 2 common test results liao le..
if can pass jiu hao le..

perhaps my failure to get a pass for e module dat i suprisingly fail haf affected my mood for e past few days bahx...

if on tues i failed either one of my other 2 module de common test..
den guess i'll b very moody liao le bahx...
so disappointed wif myself...

haiz...

nth much to say liao bahx...
tiredness + moodless....

2008-01-05T21:34:00.001+08:00

hmmmmm......

here to blog liao le..
wrk frm 7am-5pm...
was expectin to go out wif ??????? today de..
but changed to next wed...
nvm..i'll wait....

haha...

wrk today was alrite bahx...
jus dat some aunties quarrel again over a fcukin small matter but nvm..
used to it liao le....

tml wrkin 7am again...
tiredness....

gettin tired easily nowadays for no reason...
sianz...

hate it...

hope dat next wk when i get back my other 2 common test results will b a pass at least bahx..
already failed one liao le..
sianz...

dunno wat else to say le bahx...

to dat someone....

seein u again today bring back e same feelings again liao le...
i doubt i can really give up on u bahx..
but jus wanna tell u one thing...
no matter hw bad u treat me or wat...
i wont leave u alone de.....
i'll still be there for u.....
cos i simple love u too much liao le bahx.... =)

2008-01-05T06:34:00.000+08:00

here to blog awhile b4 gg wrk...

hope today at wrk can slack..
haha...

still feelin tired nw....
din really slp well ytd nite...

time is running out for me for my studies liao le...
hopefully i can pass my other two modules de common test when i get back my results next wk...
already fail one liao le n i dun wish to fail another or even all....

nid to kip e fire within me burning at least after e exams...

hopefully today after wrk can go out wif ???????.....

dat's all for nw le bahx.,.,,
tc everyone...

2008-01-04T21:49:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.....

here to blog liao le...

went sch frm 10am-3pm plus cos e last lecture end early at ard 3.30pm..
haha...

anyway... get back e common test result for e vacuum module n i get a F...
was shocked to fail it when i was confident of gettin at least a pass..
haiz....

but nvm.. cant change e fact liao le....
anyway...
make a last min decision to join my classmates for bball..
the thought of playin bball was too tempting..
den played frm 4-5pm...

e pain in my toe is almost gone...
though sad to say...
my fitness is still not fully back yet..
was struggling throughout...
gettin tired easily nowadays even at wrk...

tink maybe next wk will start running again bahx....
but soon i guess i'll get back my fitness...

tml wrkin day again...
somemore is wrkin morning but luckily at nite gg out...
haha...
tiredness.....

dat's all for today liao le bahx...

2008-01-03T22:51:00.000+08:00

hmmm...
here to blog liao le...

jus came back frm amk watchin AVP 2 wif shiou...
my ratin for e movie is 3/5...

e endin was lame...
one atomic bomb drop on e state n everybody died includin e aliens n e predator..
only a few pple whu were already on e helicopter leavin e state survived...
lol...

today went sch frm 8am-ard 11am only..
bored...

was expectin to get back my common test results today but teacher say must wait till nexrt wk...
sianz...

i wan faster noe in terms of my studies
where do i stand nw...

only left 4 more wks before e sem ends n abt 6 more wks away frm exams..
tym is running out for me liao le..
gonna wrk harder frm now on...

still haven decide my wrkin schedule for e cny period...
sianz...

guess i will nt b wrkin so often lyk last yr bahx...
though i admit i do regret a little coming back to wrk... but i'll not run frm it again...

anyway...
e toenail haf started to grow back liao le n nw i'll only feel e pain when i apply pressure on it...
guess it'll b soon before i'm back to my sports liao le..
haha....

dat's all for today liao le bahx..

will b off to dreamland soon....

after all dat haf happen last yr esp wif ur dat msg on christmas day itself at ard 4.12am lyk dat...
perhaps i'm startin to let go of u liao le...
n i hope u'll feel happy when u c tis....
wish u all e best for tis yr bahx...

2008-01-02T16:04:00.000+08:00

hmmmm....

here to blog liao le..
went sch frm 9am to 12 plus pm today...

sch was slack..

den after sch bused dwn to pt to buy some ingredients for my cooking for tml bahx..
den also chat wif andy for a while...
haha...

after jiu off n reached home ard 1.30pm...

getting tired nowadays easily....

nth much to say le bahx...

to dat someone...

honestly speaking....
perhaps my love for u is startin to fade as days passes by..

n if u readin tis nw...
i'm sure u'll be very very happy bahx...
as tis is wad u've always wanted it to happen...

2008-01-01T22:48:00.000+08:00

hmmmmm.....

here to blog liao le....

wrk frm 7am-1pm again today...
basically slacked throughout....
haha....

n yes... my juniors r beginning to get better as days pass...
hope dat tis yr de cny will b gd...
haha....

nw still tinking whether wan go back malaysia to celebrate cny wif my cousin n my grandma tis comin cny....
3 yrs neva go back celebrate wif them liao le...

wondering...
haf to made up my mind by tis wk...

anyway...

ytd went to e countdwn at esplanade there n c e fireworks...
but b4 dat... watch I am legend wif andy n gang....
e ending is lame.. dun really match e movie... sianz....
but overall quite ok bahz....

den after dat ard 12.30am lyk dat...
trained back to amk wif tom n andy den take 165 go hme....
but b4 gg hme...
haf supper den chat for a while....

den in e end..reached home ard 2.30am lyk dat...
tiredness... but i'm still glad i'm able to wake up on tym to go wrk...

hmmmmm...

anyway.....
e toenail is starting to grow back liao le which is gd news for me...
it's happening much faster den expected....

n once again...

i must thk all e aunty at e wrkplace for their care n concern...
everydae i go wrk kip asking me whether i've recover ornot liao le....
once i've fully recover frm it....
e new me will b born...
haha....

sch startin tml liao le...
but nvm...
left one last mth to really wrk hard liao le...
i'm in my final sem n i'll avoid taking too big a risk abt studies....

dat's all for nw le...
shall be off to slp liao le...
gd nite pple.... =)

2007-12-31T15:48:00.000+08:00

here to blog liao le...

went wrk frm 7am-1pm today...

tiredness...
though wrk was slack....
haha...

will b gg to e countdown later wif some pple.......
shall be watching I am legend as well..
yeah....

so wont be online tonight liao le bahx...

my toe injury is gettin better n i guess within e next 2 wks...
i'll b back to sports liao le....

///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////

finally, today last day of yr 2007 liao le...

looking back at e yr 2007 for me...
it's a totally fcuking yr n one yr in which i'll rather forget it....

made plenty of mistakes n say plenty of wrong things to pple....
esp to dat someone...

but wadever is done is done....
cant turn back e time liao le...
n no way will i make e same mistakes again.....

let all things come to e end today bahz....

hoping to haf a fresh start in e yr 2008.....
n achieve wad i wan in yr 2008....

wif great determination n self-belief plus e maintaining of calmness....
i noe i can do it de...
will be rmbing tis 3 factors for life....

dat's all for nw le bahx....

tc....

n happy new yr to all!!!!!!!...
haf a great yr ahead.....

2007-12-30T18:28:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.....

end wrk ard 5pm today...

but b4 ending wrk...
at ard 4.30pm lyk dat help celebrate one of e promoter aunty de 56th birthdae....
haha....

my plan wrk to perfection...
i'm lovin it...

yeah....

haha...

anyway... wrk frm 7am-5pm today...
overall...
wrk was ok bahx...
managed to haf e full cooperation of e aunties n e juniors today.....
thks pple....

haha....

tml wrking at 7am again...

tiredness...

but anyway.. will b gg to e countdwn wif some pple...
haha...

looking forward to dat.....
...

dat's all for nw le bahx....

to dat someone...

dun always pt e finger at me la...
if u dun believe me...
i also gt nth to say le....
cos i've say out all dat it's need to b say le...
i noe u no longer trust me liao le....
wad matters is...
i've done nothing n i will not b afraid of anything...

cos e most important is...
i can face up to myself... =)

2007-12-29T20:39:00.000+08:00

here to blog liao le...

feelin ultra tired nw...
wrk 7am-7pm today..
was planning to wrk till 10pm today de...
but....
e toe is givin me problems plus my tiredness....
make me more sianz....

nw is hoping e toenail will grow back soon n i can b back at my best....

lazy to blog long today liao le...

tiredness...

2007-12-28T21:54:00.000+08:00

hmmm..

here to blog liao le...
later gg off to meet jack liao le...
wrking morning tml liao le..
so sianz...

hate wrking morning....
rather wrk nite....
there's always problems wrking morning...
while at nite is so gd n fun...

nw startin to regret gg back to wrk liao le....
a wrong decision made by me....
one of e many wrong decision dat i made tis yr....

3 more days to a new yr liao le...
tym really flies.....
hoping to haf a gd yr for me next yr....

maintaining my calmness....

2007-12-28T15:34:00.000+08:00

hmmm....

here to blog liao le...

wrk today frm 7am-1pm...

wrk was slack...
haha....

but dun feel lyk wrking till 3pm or 5pm....
tiredness.....

e toe still hurts....
but i'm not lettin it affect me too much....
no way will i bow dwn to fate....
cos i noe i'll stand all.....

once i feel i'm ready....
i'll b back to my sports...
will be startin wif running 1st before deciding on other matters....
i simply miss my bball.....
my no 1 sport.....
lol...

nth will gonna affect me anymore....
hoping dat e upcoming new yr will b a gd one for me...
i dun ask for much in life....

dat's all for nw le bahx...

2007-12-27T22:25:00.000+08:00

here to blog liao le...

jus nw went pt to meet xiong bro for dinner n chat wif him abt some things...
guess after e cny period...
both of us will be quittin liao bahx.....

he's simply e best....

haha....

tml wrking morning...guess will b a slack one bahx...
haha....

dat's all for today liao bahx..

nth else to say le....tc pple...

2007-12-27T13:57:00.000+08:00

hmmm...
here to blog liao le...

had rest enuff liao le...n my energy is back......
as well as my mood.....

though my toe still hurts nw n i'll b expectin to wear slippers to wrk for e next few days...
but it will not be affectin e way i'm wrking...
haha...

prayin very hard for my toe to recover asap....

i noe wif great determination n e nvr say die attitude...
i believe i can overcome tis obstacle of mine....
n i'm puttin my trust in it....

i will nt bow dwn to fate....
standin tall..... =)

2007-12-26T22:02:00.000+08:00

here to blog le..

still feelin e pain wif every step dat i walk...
haiz....

nw is hoping for it to recover soon...
starting to miss my sports liao le...

dunno will haf to for hw long....

perhaps tis is my retribution bahz...
nw is hoping dat next yr will b a gd yr for me.....
as wat some pple haf said...

n special thks for all e care n concern given to me by those aunties as well as my supervisor at e wrkplace...
i'm deeply touched by it....

went to wrk today again wearin slippers but i'm glad it aint affectin e way dat i wrk...
lol..
today only went wrk frm 7am-1pm only...
too tired liao le...
dat's y end early....

will be off frm wrk tml....
finally can rest liao le...

yeah....

e new yr is approachin soon le...
but am i happy???

e ans is no bahx...
esp when i'm dwn wif these freaking injury when i run dwn dat very nite in case i let dat someone wait for me so long...
haiz...

guess i'll miss my sports very much bahx...
n i'll rmb tis forever de....

dunno wat else to say le bahx....

gd nite pple...

2007-12-25T22:38:00.000+08:00

jus back frm wrk...
still feelin moodless nw....

to dat someone..

after seeing e msg u sent mi early tis morning...
i was hurt.. :'(
n i dun tink u will ever understand my feelings...
haix....

my mood was nt gd throughout e whole day...
yes...i let it affected me today but i'm glad i managed to maintain my calmness...
ur msg was e 'best' xmas present to me...

haiz....

overall...
it was a success during wrk for e past few days n i'm glad i was part of e team...
i've proven myself again during tis period....

but e best X'mas present for me is,
while running to give dat someone present ytd nite,
i fell dwn n sad to say, one of my toenails came off n blood was flowin while i slowly walk to pass dat someone e present n walk home hme after dat to tend to e injury.....

n it hurts lyk fcuk throughout e whole of ytd nite(had difficulties slping ytd nite) n today while at wrk...

but i still bear wif e pain n carry on wrkin......
1st tym throughout my whole life dat i suffer tis kind of thing....

so now i'll haf to wait till e toenails haf fully grown back before i can b back to my sports,n had to abstain frm seafood all tis liao le...

haix....

fate is playin a joke on me....

hw i really wish we can be back as frens...
n tis is my christmas wish n my new year wish as well...
though it's an impossible wish but i'll wait.....

:'(

2007-12-25T06:34:00.000+08:00

Merry christmas to all n haf a happy new yr!!!!!!!

here to blog b4 gg to wrk soon....

to dat someone....

i admit dat i feel hurt n sad when i c e msg u've send me early this morning....
guess i'm tinking too much le bahx...
i thot things between us could get better....
dunno wat else to say nw le...
sadness...

haiz...

2007-12-24T06:20:00.000+08:00

hmmmm...

jus wake up n gg to wrk soon le....

gonna to b a super busy day at wrk today liao bahx...
wif all these christmas order collection..
sianz...

dunno wat else to say le...
except... tiredness.......

hope i can last e day today bahx...

tc pple...

2007-12-23T21:33:00.000+08:00

here to blog a while liao le...

jus back frm wrk n feeling ultra tired nw....
wrk non-stop frm 7am-9pm today without gg for my 2 hrs break(lunch + dinner)...
though but rite shld wrk till 10pm if got go for e break de..
n it's e 1st tym dat i exp it..n i'm glad dat i managed to pass tis test....

but today jus too busy liao le....
dun even haf anytym to haf my lunch...
jus depend on watever i can find lyk biscuits all this throughout e day...

tiredness...

i'm glad dat i managed to control my temper despite my tiredness.....

only left wif two more days of 7am-10pm left....
hope i can last it bahx....

to U...

though i admit i feel hurt when i tink of e way things between us r now esp when i see u....
but tis tym i'll control my emotions in which i admit i've been successful so far n not let it affect e way i work all these etc n give my best while at wrk etc....
but i'll b waiting n waiting.....
if u dun believe mi... only tym will tell bahx....

i'm no longer e past de zhao xiang liao le...
n believe me...
i've changed....

gd nite pple...off to slp liao le... tiredness....

2007-12-23T06:21:00.000+08:00

jus wake up n gg to prepare go wrk soon liao le..

feeling very very tired nw.....
tiredness = moodless...

2 more 7am-10pm wrking days more after today...
hope i can take it...

believing in myself is all dat i can do now le...

hope today i can maintain my calmness again.....

=)

2007-12-22T23:21:00.000+08:00

hmmmm....

wrk frm 7am-10pm again today...

guess for e next few days till christmas day will b wrking e same timing bahx..
tiredness....
dunno hw long i can last before i break dwn...

almost exploded today at wrk...
some things make me fcuk up...
but nvm...

maintaining my calmness is wad i'm gd at nw...
tinking of dat someone every moment....
hw i wish things could change for e better....
i really wish dat....

dat's all for nw le bahx..
gd nite pple..

was blog-hoppin jus nw n came across something meaningful....
" to treasure or to cherish the someone who is beside u is not hard,it jus depends on the effort u r willing to put in. Never give up dat easily. Belief come from within"

2007-12-22T06:07:00.000+08:00

here to blog liao le...

feelin very tired nw..
wrk from 7am-10pm ytd....
to summarise abt wrk ytd
physically... it was alrite for me...
but mentally.. it was fcuking stress...
had to take charge of both my own department problems as well as handling e christmas collection or orders problems at e ham counter...
almost exploded on e few occasions ytd...
but suprisingly, i was able to maintain my calmness....
i've changed...

gg to wrk soon le bahx....
hope dat i'll b able to maintain my calmness for e 2nd straight day bahx....

dat's all for now le bahx....

despite me being busy n stress.... u're always on my mind...

2007-12-21T06:18:00.000+08:00

haiz...

jus wake up n gg to wrk soon le...

to U....

seein u lyk tis...
i feel hurt....dun wish to c u lyk dat....
but wad can i do????
nth bahx....
cos perhaps we r nw strangers liao le bahx...
hw i wish i can b there for u to cheer up up....
wishin tinking on my part....

i jus wan to c u happy everyday...
haiz...

2007-12-19T23:07:00.000+08:00

hmmm....

here to blog le...
went wrk frm 5-10pm...

on e way to wrk see devil(only someone noes whu is e devil).....
jus smile at her only n nth much le...
wrk today was slack...

jus take e order n accompany customer go pay..
haha...

but e bad thing is not much freedom..
lol...

but it's ok...

wrking day tml....
hope sat can faster come n go out wif ?????....
haha....

dat's all for nw le bahx...

=)

i've changed...=)

2007-12-19T14:15:00.001+08:00

hmmm....

here to blog again liao le..
jus completed my assignment...
n while doing it..
received a call frm jennifer to go wrk later...

sianz...

but nvm..
today is jus to slack...

lol...

dat's all for nw le..
tc..

2007-12-19T12:21:00.000+08:00

to U....

it's becos of u dat i'm back wrking there.....
i hope u still rmb e matter when i come ask u whether to go back or not bahx....
n wadever da jie say abt mi gg back there becos of u will bring mi more misery...
i dun believe it will really happen.....
becos i noe i haf changed....
i've finally learned to control my emotions....

n trust mi..
given e present situation between u n mi nw and last tym de mi...
i definitely will break dwn de....
but not now anymore le...

u kip asking mi to get lost....
n e only way nw is for mi to quit it again....
but there's no way i'll quit.....
after all e fcuking troubles i've made to b back....
lookin at the big picture....as well as me being welcomed back...
it's not worth it...

nw shall blog abt proper stuffs...

ytd went wrk 2-10pm...
after which rush home,bathed,changed n cycled to hg mall to meet jack for supper den at e same tym...
chat wif him abt some matters...
to jack....

thks for waking mi frm my slumber....
u're a great buddy....

dat's all for nw le bahx...

gg to do one fcuking assignmemt....

2007-12-18T10:31:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.....

here to blog liao le...
shall not care abt those fcuking pple whu gt nth to do n tag rubbish at my blog....
deleting those msg is jus a click away......

to dat someone whom u noe whu u r....

say wat u wan abt mi...
show me ur black face when u c mi or wad....
it aint affectin mi at all....
cos i dun care...
n when u say i'm nth to u...
i feel a deep sense of relief.....
get it???
thks for waking me up frm my slumber wif these words...

i'll still do things my way, my style n no one can stop me....
try stopping mi if whoever dare cross my path....
i'll b ruthless to anyone whu stop mi frm achieving my aim.....

no choice being gd to pple when they dun appreciate it...
frm nw on..
i'll only be nice to certain pple....
n at e top of my list r my two gd buddies namely shiou n jack......

gg to wrk at ard 2pm today...
n meetin jack for supper when he ends wrk tonight to discuss some things....

dat's all for nw le bahx...

2007-12-17T21:09:00.000+08:00

To DAT SOMEONE in my tagboard...

DUN SO BHB LA...
JUS FCUK OFF N DUN TEST MY PATIENCE...
U'LL REGRET IT...

anyway...

here to blog le bahx..
shall start wif ytd nite bahx....

went watch soccer wif shiou at e usual place....

watch e 2 big clashes....
haha...

den leave e place ard 2am n cabbed hme....

nth much happen today...

went back pt ard 3pm...
to settle some problem....but in e end... still gt to wait...
sianz...

den ard 4pm went hg mall meet shiou to slack n chat....
back hme ard 8.30pm
thks bro...
havin u as my best fren is my pleasure....
may our frenship last till eternity bahx....

will b wrking tml....
sianz....

to dat someone whom if u r reading it nw...

i'm sry...
i wont sms u anymore liao le...
n i admit i'm tinkin too much liao le bahx....
sry for saying those meaningless thing...
thks for telling mi dat i'm nth to u...
i'll leave when e tym is up....

tc...

off to play maple liao le....
tiredness....
is my end comin??...

2007-12-16T18:43:00.000+08:00

here to blog liao le....
wrk frm 7am-5pm today..

tiredness....

dat's all i can say...

saw dat someone again liao le...
but...
same thing happen lyk ytd bahx...

trying to control my emotions nw...
hw i really wish things between us could start to get better....
wishful tinking bahx..

haiz...

feeling moodless nw...

2007-12-15T22:56:00.000+08:00

hmmmm....

here to update liao le..

today 1st day go back wrk frm 7am-10pm...
i'm a robot....

lol...

anyway... had a great tym at wrk today..
laughter all ard e aunties...

haha...

though today finally c someone liao le...
but...
dun even dare look at dat someone lyk last tym....

to dat someone....

e main reason y i cut my hair till lyk botak is to start everything anew liao le...
i wan to forget all those unhappy moments...
i wan to haf a new start to my life...
when u come to wrk or during wrk today.....
i admit i dun look at u lyk last tym where u'll show me ur wonderful smile..
perhaps i'm ashamed of myself to face u liao le bahx...
after all dat i've done to hurt u in e past...
if u wan things between us to remain as tis way....
it's okay....i'll control my emotions...
n i'll prove to u dat i'm willing to wait for u....
only tym will tell bahx....

tc...

2007-12-15T06:14:00.000+08:00

hmmmm....

here to update for a while before gg to wrk liao le..

din really slp well last nite... my mind was constantly tinking of something....
shall nt say it out bahx..

only someone noes... :)

hope can haf a gd dae at wrk bahx..

bye....

2007-12-14T20:48:00.000+08:00

so bored today....

feeling a bit sickly nw but luckily can still take it....

nw still planning my wrk schedule for e next 2 wks....
it's in my hands nw....

maybe wrking whole day tml to mark my return...
but dat is provided i can take it bahx......

btw...
played bball wif guan hua for a while today while coming back frm sch tis morning....
was quite fun playin e one-on-one match wif him bahx..
though sad to say...
halfway thru e 1st match..
i'm beginning to tired out....

guess my stamina is dropping liao le bahx..
it's been a few wks since i last exercise liao le....

haha...

anyway.... off to plae maple again liao le.....

u're always on my mind....
hw i wish fate can give us a chance...
prayin for dat to happen.....

2007-12-14T15:18:00.000+08:00

hmmmm....

here to blog liao le..

shall talk abt e final test tis morning..
congrats to myself for gettin a hat-trick on having my mind gg blank while taking my test early tis morning bahx..

so nw is jus hoping very hard to pass all e papers bahx..

i've tried my very best liao le..
so even if i shld fail....
i'll not have any regrets liao le...

perhaps i'm too over confident tis tym liao le bahx..
it's my mistake....

wad's done is done liao le n cant b change liao le...

dunno wat else to say le bahx....

gg back to wrk tml liao le...
hopefully e 1st day back will not turn out to b bad for mi bahx...

off to plae maple liao le..

tc everyone...

i'll wait for U...missin u so much....

2007-12-13T20:43:00.000+08:00

hmmmm...

here to update liao le....

din study much todae bahx...
only make some simple notes....
still feelin moodless...
haiz...

nth else to say le off....

off to play maple liao le..
tc...

do u noe hw much i miss u???

2007-12-13T11:17:00.000+08:00

hmmmm.....

2 more days to work liao le..
all e aunties will b glad dat i'm back...
becos i can make a big difference......

tml havin e test liao le n yet cant find e mood to study...
hopefully can force myself to study a little later...

dunno wat else to say le bahx...

hw i wish U can give mi chance....

2007-12-12T21:53:00.000+08:00

here to blog liao le..

jus nw went pt to get e card as well as my name tag...
so all is set for my to make my appearance tis sat liao le bahx..

still feelin moodless nw...
din study anything at all today...
n fri test is coming soon...

how??...

dunno wat else to do liao le....

my mind is tinking abt u whole day long....

2007-12-12T11:38:00.000+08:00

here to blog liao le..
not a gd day for mi ytd...

went sch ard 10am to study for e 4.30pm de test but yet
my mind went blank for e 2nd straight tym while doin e common test for e semiconductor technology...

haiz..

guess i'll fail e test bahx....

still gt one more test on fri mornig on vacuum technology n yet i dun haf e mood to study or revise now...

sianz...

gg back to wrk tis sat...
maybe i've made another wrong decision bahx...
anyway...wad's done is done...

haf to face it bahx.....

gg back to wrk means greater pwr n responsibility for mi...
n yes, i'll handle it...

nw gg to pt liao le...
tc everyone..